Saturday, March 10, 2007

Bithday & Some thoughs @ 12:50 PM

Hey! I am blogging because I am tryin to run away from studying for my stas test on Monday, and also the fact thta I have a serious lack of timem but nvm I shall procastinate a bit.

Hm.. Stats , I am getting more lost n lost. But its okay, i shall find someway out. I have had three stats test so far, ( basically i only had 3 tests for the rest of the year.. haha if u wanna slackm come to LSE).
If I haven made proper introduction, I m living with 3 other pple, 2 of which are taking the same course as me, and one of which is freaking smart!
her 3-subject average last year was 97. Beat that, Thats a super high A Star. Well i dint scrape an A Star. Its not about living with a smart girl, I like it that way, course it motivates me to study. Its just that, course my parents knew her, and somehow I have to be compared to her about everything. Reminds me aout last time, when i had to be compared to my cousin, and the comparision stopped subtly in JC.

Okay, so anyway, 1st test, I got 36/40, she got 38/40. So my parents went, Oh She's the smartest afterall! 2nd test i got 40/40 she got 38/40, my parents went. ah u are not bad as well. 3rd test i got 87/100 she got 90/100. my parents wen, ah she's still the smartest among u all! THen I what aout the one that i got full marks for???
I dont like being compared. But i doubt i can pull a perfect score this time, I am lost too deep.

ok anyway birthday again.
We celebrated Ziying's birthday again! It was a surprise on her part. Well, before anything was planned. Sonia, her high sch friend, wanted to org a surprise dinner for her. so she asked me and her hall mates, and we agreed. Then come 2 days later, ziying herself asked us out on wednesday, we couldnt possibly reject her right? so we went. But since this earlier dinner was already settled.. we had to go as well!
haha but ok la i get to try another korean restaurant. And course they were late like for about one hour plus, ( I was the earliest!) I got so bored and ordered plum wine! its so nice!! I like I like!! lalala

I do not have photos yet though.. forgot to bring my cam.. hehe
anyway I bought a dress!! OH gosh!! yay!! I got a dress to wear for today n indo night.. ( budget .. so have to repeat.. i hope no body remembers.. lala) This is the 1st dress i bought in ages!! lalala
and accordin to shujun.. its cheap! well she meant london standards la.. u times 3 everything will be expensive..

oh.. after the previous entry i was chatting to isa.. and i came to a conclusion that i should be friendlier.
U know after i broke up with ZW, I hardly talk to him anymore. And its quite sad come to think of it, course whether i like to admit it or not, He was a part of my life for a full year. And thats not counting the days that I had a crush on him and he doesnt know.
so I finally muster my courage and said hi to him. Well he didnt reply then and course i had to rush for a lecture, we didnt get to talk/
then earlier today, i went online, and he immediatedly greeted me.
Well, i realised we still could sustain a fairly good conversation.
brush aside all the unhappiness that a break up brought, the differences that caused the breakup, we still could be friends right?
there was a time that i talked to him day ang night, and even though we could never go back to that, why should we completely ignore each other?
hm......
cynthia has become friendlier!!!!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Bithday & Some thoughs @ 12:50 PM

Hey! I am blogging because I am tryin to run away from studying for my stas test on Monday, and also the fact thta I have a serious lack of timem but nvm I shall procastinate a bit.

Hm.. Stats , I am getting more lost n lost. But its okay, i shall find someway out. I have had three stats test so far, ( basically i only had 3 tests for the rest of the year.. haha if u wanna slackm come to LSE).
If I haven made proper introduction, I m living with 3 other pple, 2 of which are taking the same course as me, and one of which is freaking smart!
her 3-subject average last year was 97. Beat that, Thats a super high A Star. Well i dint scrape an A Star. Its not about living with a smart girl, I like it that way, course it motivates me to study. Its just that, course my parents knew her, and somehow I have to be compared to her about everything. Reminds me aout last time, when i had to be compared to my cousin, and the comparision stopped subtly in JC.

Okay, so anyway, 1st test, I got 36/40, she got 38/40. So my parents went, Oh She's the smartest afterall! 2nd test i got 40/40 she got 38/40, my parents went. ah u are not bad as well. 3rd test i got 87/100 she got 90/100. my parents wen, ah she's still the smartest among u all! THen I what aout the one that i got full marks for???
I dont like being compared. But i doubt i can pull a perfect score this time, I am lost too deep.

ok anyway birthday again.
We celebrated Ziying's birthday again! It was a surprise on her part. Well, before anything was planned. Sonia, her high sch friend, wanted to org a surprise dinner for her. so she asked me and her hall mates, and we agreed. Then come 2 days later, ziying herself asked us out on wednesday, we couldnt possibly reject her right? so we went. But since this earlier dinner was already settled.. we had to go as well!
haha but ok la i get to try another korean restaurant. And course they were late like for about one hour plus, ( I was the earliest!) I got so bored and ordered plum wine! its so nice!! I like I like!! lalala

I do not have photos yet though.. forgot to bring my cam.. hehe
anyway I bought a dress!! OH gosh!! yay!! I got a dress to wear for today n indo night.. ( budget .. so have to repeat.. i hope no body remembers.. lala) This is the 1st dress i bought in ages!! lalala
and accordin to shujun.. its cheap! well she meant london standards la.. u times 3 everything will be expensive..

oh.. after the previous entry i was chatting to isa.. and i came to a conclusion that i should be friendlier.
U know after i broke up with ZW, I hardly talk to him anymore. And its quite sad come to think of it, course whether i like to admit it or not, He was a part of my life for a full year. And thats not counting the days that I had a crush on him and he doesnt know.
so I finally muster my courage and said hi to him. Well he didnt reply then and course i had to rush for a lecture, we didnt get to talk/
then earlier today, i went online, and he immediatedly greeted me.
Well, i realised we still could sustain a fairly good conversation.
brush aside all the unhappiness that a break up brought, the differences that caused the breakup, we still could be friends right?
there was a time that i talked to him day ang night, and even though we could never go back to that, why should we completely ignore each other?
hm......
cynthia has become friendlier!!!!