In response to the speculations about whether did I lose weight, I finally decided to brush the dust off my weighing scale and weigh myself. It turns out that I now weigh 45kg. Which is definitley a significant decrease. because, even though I was sick ( particularly intestinal infection) my weight just barely touched 46, and bounced back up when I am feeling better.
Funny how I have been harping about losing weight, but when I actually lose it, I don't feel happy at all. Or maybe, I know that deep down, I didnt lose it in a normal, healthy way.
Well, assuming that my weighing scale is accurate, I have attempted to list down the few possibilities ...
1) Skipping breakfast. Hm..Maybe an important factor, course my classes start late this academic year, thus i can afford to sleep longer, and wke up just in time for lunch. But usually, skipping breakfast doesnt decrease my weight beyond 47 kg.
2) Sleeping hours completely screwed up?
3) Drinking tea every single day? Sometimes 2 packets?
4) Eating roasted food more than usual? Maybe roasted stuffs are healthier than cooking them in oil?
5) climbing down n up the stairs?
etc..
but the thing is.. I didnt diet. I mean I still eat like twice as much as my other female housemate, sometimes i eat the same as my other male housemate. I cook myself good food.
So, maybe I lost weight because exams are coming?
Now, that's a new thing.
Anyway, my arms became a little thinner, my tummy becoame a little flatter, which are good.
So, why am I unhappy?
because i think my Boobs have shrunk in size as well...
*cries*
that wasn't suppose to be a joke. I am really perturbed by that.
So, i think I should start tempting myself with better food. Anyone want to treat me ?
but then again, if i gain back my weight, will I gain back the same size?
hm......
ok please ignore this random post